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a new bloggerwoggy. [Sep. 18th, 2007|06:18 pm]
[Current Location |computadora]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |yeah yeah yeahs - down boy]

sup, niggaz?

new blog, yo. check it out.

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i nearly forgot [Sep. 17th, 2007|09:49 pm]
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[Current Location |computer room, on my rear as usual]
[mood |artisticartistic]
[music |the cure - lovesong]

about this!

can you believe it? i should post on here more, but when i do it will likely be a link to my new blog, which is exciting. it's one of those real blogs, like where you can type in the address thingy and i come right up. how awesome is that?

check it out, niggaz. loads of love. i'm sure the lack of friends that i've got on here miss me totes.

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guess what. [Feb. 22nd, 2007|05:15 pm]
I'm dating a German. A real live German. he's not really quite schnitzel, but he's like whoa. and i love him.
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2007|12:24 pm]
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[Current Location |school library]
[mood |goodgood]
[music |belle & sebastian - another sunny day]

oh my bloody gott in himmel, why am i in such a fabby mood? i really shouldn't be, as i am at school as usual. but i am. i have come to the conclusion that it's because of the No-Doz i took this morning. it acts like a happy pill that also gives you energy. i think i'm almost due for another one, though.

it is also very likely that i am happy because i bought mr sexy's book, Soundbites, yesterday. YES!!! after harassing the people at barnes and noble for it for hours on end for three days, i've finally got the mutha! and oh! what a beautiful thing it is. i should really be reading it at the table right now instead of wasting my time telling you people out there who don't care this, but oh well. in all reality, i seriously should be doing my latework so that i don't have to do eight tons of it tonight. but hey! thats alright. somehow.

i have french next, which is nice, because that room is actually warm.

the kid on the computer next to me is playing this crazy trippy game. i don't even know what it's called. you should see it! it really is indescribable. apparently it's called "the blue thing." crazy. you should see it. its soooo trippy...you don't even know.

mr sexy's book is sooo good. i could read it and read it for days and days. i would even like it if i had no idea who he was. thats how good it is. everyone knows (well they should at least) how hard it is to keep myattention enough to finish a book! it's crazy. i really don't want to do my latework tonight, but i have to. maybe breanna will let me borrow her History crap so i can just copy it instead of actually doing it.

she's coming over after school for lasagna that my sister made. it looks really good. we were going to eat it last night, originally, but then discovered it was raw and needed to be cooked for an hour. so needless to say, we did not eat lasagna last night, and instead wasted some more money on mcd's. which breanna and i have made a pact not to eat any more mc d's with our money until German Kid arrives.

German kid's name is actually Max, or something like that, but since i don't know anything about him yet he is simply German Kid until he arrives. i feel bad that he has to stay at Reb's, but i suppose it wouldn't be too bad. he can clean, i hope.

OH! i almost forgot to mention!! FRANZ HAVE TAKEN OVER THEIR MYSPACE! AND THEY ACTUALLY UPDATE IT! wheeeeee!!! it's so fucking exciting, you have no clue. really. there are new photos of bob in front of the shelves he was so bored he put up, and photos of Mr Sexy with the Cribs, and "shouting" BLANK! it's too exciting, nearly, for my fangirl heart.

i think this kid that i met in mathlab,  Cody, likes me. he keeps like, following me around. not really, but he does sortof. like, he always sat near me in mathlab last week, and now he came to the computer next to mine. he's a freshman, so clearly he is off limits, plus he's not really that cute. he's a skater boy. which is alarming. enough said.

i should really be doing more fangirly shit on the fangirls website, but they all piss me off too damn much, and it seems like a lot of work.

just like it seems like a lot of work to find a new job. but i quite desperately need one soon, because i don't work at all this week. isn't that sad? i've made dogwalking flyers, because i like dogs, and they're so much better than kids. so today breanna and i will distribute the dogwalking flyers and hope to Baby Jesus that someone wants us to walk their mutt. perhaps if we offer to attempt to train their dog/puppy as well as walk it, we'd get more money. that's a good idea too. or perhaps i'll get a real job likea normal person. that i can put on a resume. ha. actually, reading about mr sexy's restaurant shenanigans (LMFAO @ shenanigans) makes me want to work in a restourant. but, sadly, one doesn't learn nearly as much in green bay as one would wherever mr sexy was at. i really love him, hes fucking brilliant. it's amazing reading about what's made him brilliant, too. it's so fascinating knowing that he had to go trhough far far worse in the kitchen of where he worked than i did at Hansen's. but i still will not go back to hansesn's. hell to the no. but i will consider getting a job in a kitchen somewhere. then i could think to myself: mr sexy's been through the same thing, and look where it's got him! just look. in ten years, you scould be writing a book or something about your aweful experiences! just think.

perhaps that's what i'll do. get myself into a load of different jobs and situations and then write a book about them. at least it would be interesting enough!  i told breanna the other day that i should write a book about my driving experiences, because lord knows there are enough hilarious and entertainiing things that've happened with my driving. perhaps i'll do it for Rays or something.

I've decided that if i don't get accepted to any of my top three chices for college, then i'm gonna just go there and find an apartment and a job and work my ass off for a year so that i can save up and possibly then i'll go to college. but ir eally sort of am thinking about not going, just because it's a lot of work, and money. perhaps someoen will like my writing just as it is and i'll get a nice-paying job and that's that. then i can find myself a nice boy in a band who gets paid decently and doesn't do many drugs.


i think i'm gonna go read mr sexy's book now. because i love him. goddamn he's fucking brilliant.

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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2007|12:57 pm]
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[Current Location |school]
[music |next to you]

i really fucking hate school. i just want to go home and fangirl properly. and i'm so bloody hungry!! breanna has no food at her house, as usual. i don't understand how her mum could not have food in the goddamn house. oh yeah, that's right, her dad's a fucking pig and eats everything.

on the bright side, steve and i are back on terms. he's been really sick (his own fault, but i still feel bad for him) with strep (?) throat. he sounded really bad the other day when i spoke to him.
when i was online last night Kelsey pretty much freaked out on me for no reason. he was all blah blah again about the usual why'd you break up with me etc etc. i was like what the hell kid, just get over it already. and he pretty much freaked out by the end of the conversation, basically implying that he didn't want any sort of contact with me whatsoever. which i'm completely fine with.

i love franz so fucking much. i'm having withdrawls even though i'm listening to them. missing you is playing right now. i can't wait until a week from now! mr sexy's book will be in. they better order a couple, so i can get one too. breanna and i went tot he bookstore the other night, actually last night and we got it all ordered.i really love mr sexy. he's dangerously hawt, and smart as hell. how could one man be so perfect? perfect nose, perfect fringe, perfect hands, mmmmm...

i'm really in the mood for reading lately, and i don't know why. ir eally have virtually no idea. i don't really read anymore, i havn't got time. speaking of time, the bell just rang. fucking bell. i don't want to go. oh well. cheers.
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2007|12:38 pm]
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[Current Location |school library]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |love and destroy - franz ferdinand]

01. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
saw franz!!!

02. How did you see in the new year?
defacing my sister's calendar and drinking wine out of plastic cups at my sister's with breanna.

03. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i kept my whole be trendier resolution, but other than that nein. yes, i'll make more.

04. Did someone close to you give birth?
baby Georgie was born

05. Did anyone close to you die?

06. What countries did you visit?

07. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
a boy. not really a boyfriend, but a boy i can do stuff with.

08. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
June 28th and, of course, APRIL 19TH!!

09. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
seeing franz live.

10. What was your biggest failure(s)?
i dunno really. probably grades.

11. Did you suffer illness or injury?
the usual, and family.

12. What was the best thing you bought?
franzy stuff. firstborn childcough cough!

13. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
mr sexy's always does.

14. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
my entire family...

15. Where did most of your money go?
bought music and clothes.

16. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
seeing Franz.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you

i. happier or sadder? more sad. but i have my moments.
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? depends!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
being spazzy & absentminded

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent it at my sister's.

21. Did you fall in love in 2006?
thought i was, but ha!no.

22. How many one-night stands?
just the usual with steve

23. What was your favorite TV program?
project runway.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

25. What was the best book you read?
Didnt read much this year with work & school.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Franz, obviously. but i really like wolfmother, libertines, etc...

27. What did you want and get?
i picked out some of my pressies.

28. What did you want and not get?
a record player, decent boyfriend.

29. Favorite film of this year?
i dunno. i really enjoyed little miss sunshine.

30. What music will you remember from this year?
everything. mostly the best song of this year in general, Crazy. great fuckin song.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 17, and had cupcakes and a depressing day with family then spent the night fangirling and such at breanna's.

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
One thing?bob coming and taking me away. just bob in general, really. 

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
i am much more trendy. i really only wear red balck and white, so that's interesting...

34. What kept you sane?

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Bob Hardy, duh.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Alexander Litvinenko's death, because it's obvious that something needs to eb said to stop the Russians, and obviously everything Bush does and everything Kim Jong-Il does.

37. Who do you miss?

38. Who was the best new person you met?
the grlz at ffg! holla my bishes!

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
do not turn the wrong way down a one-way street with a large truck coming at you. always be on the lookout for cops!

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"it makes me want to kill myself..." "...fabulously lazyy..." "drinking win in the afternoon, doo doo doooo.." etc. i can't pick just one.
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(no subject) [Dec. 30th, 2006|05:28 pm]
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[Current Location |computer room]
[music |come on home - franz ferdinand]

so i suppose the nonexistant you have been wondering where i was. even if you were happy to not have me around, just pretend for a few minutes that you missed me so i can feel loved. because trust me, i havn't exactly felt loved.
i would explain, but if i do i'll just get angry again. maybe i'll come back tomorrow after my sister leaves (YAAAAAY!) and post what's happened over break.

i really need some decent bobtime. and possibly some very strong pain releiver.
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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2006|10:40 pm]
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[Current Location |home]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |the tatianas - crackhead]

okay so i began tonight at 9.30pm in an incredibly depressed mood, as my mum has cancer, and is very likely going to die before i'm married. and that's damn depressing, so i'm not going to talk about it anymore.

but then i checked my myspace ( www.myspace.com/damienlover ). This band had seen a comment i made on the Dirty Pretty Things website, and added me. obviously i was curious, so i added them back, gave them a listen, and..

THEY'RE FUCKING BRILLIANT!! you have to check them out! really, no joke, forrealz miss thang. because wow. and French. did i mention they're French? yeah, they're French.

so, basically, wowowowowowowowow. WOW. i'm listening to them right now.

i sent them a message, because i always do so to bands i find that i really like, because i figure if i were in a band and really new, just beginning, i would want people to tell me that i'm fucing good, you know? because i would doubt myself, i would be like oh shit we're crap, let's just stop. but then when you get feedback, it changes that attitude and you want to keep doing it. just like when you get a new outfit. if someone likes it, and they voice it, it makes you more confident. whereas, if they say nothing, but instead just stare with that look of "omg what the hell was she thinking?", it kills the confidence quite a lot.

obviously i did not expect a reply. i got excited. they're about the same age as me. the said reply to the following message reads as follows (the pink is me and the blue is them. i still don't know who or what "A.R." is. ??) :

wow. you lot are fucking brilliant!! i can't believe how great you are. i listened to the first song and wated your album straight away!

if i can help you out over here i america in any way, just let me know, and i'll do it. i love your sound quite a lot! send me some promos! i work at a music store, and we'll put up posters and con people into buying your album if you like. just let me know if that's what you want.

cheers, hope to hear from you soon!

P.S. Quel age as-tu?

First I want to say thanks a lot for your nice words which touch me!
We have just a three tracks E.P. now, but we'll record some new songs soon to do a bigger E.P., or maybe an album if we have enough money.
You can be sure that I'll let you now more information soon!
Thanks again, and talk soon.
Kiss from Paris,

P.S.: Oh, fucking question. Is that really important? I'm 18. 

So, yeah, that kind of made my night. entire day...  well  ...year. yeah. totes.

wouldn't it make yours, too? check them out for yourself, don't just listen but look at their photos, too. because wow.

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(no subject) [Dec. 21st, 2006|12:57 pm]
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[Current Location |school]
[music |shopping for blood]

on the ninth day of Nickmas my true love gave to me:
niiine sneaky bumshots!
eight hours of sexing!
seven tasteless patterns!
six ladies tshirts!
five shiny thiiings!
four flailing fangirls!
three sexy bandmates!
two squishy boobies!

that's right bishes. last hour for lunch Breanna and Reb and i made the band/orchestra teacher a chrimbo card with a taser inside. it was grand.

i didn't do like any of my homework, yet again. i figure i'll do it sometime over the holiday, like when i'm all bored or something (LOL! YEAH RIGHT!)

my sister comes Saturday morning, apparantly. i'm planning to wait up for her. i have to wrap all the prezies tonight, though. sadface.

i also have to get Tyler's presents. i hope he can hang out for a bit like after school or after That one kid who killed himself's funeral. sadface, i know. but i didn't really know him. i'm getting him both of the Mitch Hedberg discs. and possibly the Pirates DVD, but likely not. it depends on how nice he is. he is, after all, just a friend. and he's in the army. so that puts a damper on things.

last night i got into a bit of a fight with steve. he called me a whore and all that useless junk, says i've changed, turned into the people we used to laugh at. i'd like to kill him.

bell rang. two more hours. cheers.
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2006|12:41 pm]
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[Current Location |school]
[mood |groggygroggy]
[music |damien rice - fool]

okay, kitties. today is the day i wrap my presents. lawlz, i know, i havn't even begun to wrap them yet. and i likely won't until i am prompted by mum. owait, she's already prompted me! ha.

so last night was terrific! i went to the damien show in Chicago, and wowowowow it was wonderful. i had complete shite seats, but it was still beautiful. i'll need to save a bit of raving on for my next hour, so end raving ehre. [/rave].

my bestst pally told me she didn't even miss me yesterday even though i was gone an entire day! and entire fucking day, and my best pally doesn't miss me one wink!!! grr in my pants. i'll show her when i don't call her tonight.

i can't find my maths or French books and homework. i'm convinced i left them in my maths classroom, but the teacher says she hasn't seen them. slag. i bet she's hiding them. that or i left them in bielen's room again, which is entirely possible. i'll pop down there fast to see if that's the truth. if not, i know the slag of a maths teacher is lying, bold-faced and true, to me. lolz.

why am i writing so much in my LJ lately? *she asks her LJ* oy. i really must be quite bored. i blame it on lack of friends.

some kid named josh nelson that i vaguely remember doing the announcements well apparantly killed himself. idk why. i plan to ask Bee next hour.

yuck i don't want to go to maths. i missed two tests yesterday. thankfully, i didn't miss one in maths. in french and history. sadface on the history front, as i have yet to study in the proper way, but oh wellz.

perhaps i should do something productive, but what could i possibly do? nothing, that's what. i could look at bob, but i've already done that. i could annoy the kids in the library around me and get kicked out by singing the Nickmas song. or i could sit here and rave on some more.

right. so anyway. my sister comes in from Florida on Friday. i hope i get called into work. i really don't want to spend too much time with her. not that i don't like her, but we get along a whole crapload better when she's not at home. thank gott that she's only staying a little after Chrimbo.

i really hate chrimbo. i just want it to be over with already. like now. i want to get rid of all the prezzies that i have to wrap and open all of mine. then i plan to clean my room, because it's absolutley aweful. did i spell that right? anyway, no joke kids, it's really bad. i should've cleaned it this weekend, but instead i took the liberty of sitting on my ass all of sunday after shopping all of saturday. in heels.

jesus gott this is long. if anyone has got this far in reading my awful rave, kudos to you. a thumbs up or something, because i would've clicked ex by now.

i found this new band (well actually they found me) on myspace, called the Tatianas. they're really fucking good, they sound like the libertines and dirty pretty things and such. really fucking good, i really want to order their disc, only i don't know if they even have one because i can't find anything else on them. seriously. i'll put a link whatever in my whatsit, and if anyone reads this that likes or knows or is in the Tatianas, please comment with some info or a link. all i know is that they're french, and that they don't have a link (that i could find) on their myspace to their website. but i really like them. they're damn good.

speaking of damn good, i LOOK damn good today. only my mum had the nice, er, whatsit to say so. she told me i looked great like three times this morning. and i do. i really tried. i'm wearing my black pants with a red belt and my gorgy red shoes and a black tank with my new little red shrug thing that i bought yesterday before i went to chicago. i forgot to put on the red headband that matches the belt and shoes, though. i'll do that when i get home.

when i logged onto this computer, i automatically expected the background to be an ugly blue or gray colour, but instead it was a collage of a very crazed-looking anime character. it was hilarious. i hope no-one finds out about the cartoon man on the background. it's a nice, reassuring thing, you know? it's nice to know that someone knows how to override the system, etc.

makes me want to start a revolution or something. but i am much too tired. instead i'll annoy the entire next hour (French) by singing the Nickmas song. here is a taste:

on the first day of Nickmas, my true love gave to me...
A ride on a sparkly pony.
on the second day of Nickmas my true love gave to me...
two squishy boobies and a ride on a sparkly pony.

it goes on from there with three sexy bandmates, four flailing fangirls, five shiny thiiings, six ladies tshirts, seven tasteless patterns and eight hours of sexing.

why only eight? because it's only the eighth day of Nickmas, of course! i wouldn't want to ruin what your true love will give you.

the bell has rung. guten nacht!
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